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Monday, August 29, 2011
nobody understands
i nv knew asking for something could be so tough.
yes i understand, $$ plays a part.
i know. He has spent quite an amount for my 21st.
wasn't it the same for her?
she also had a party, spend almost the same amount of money.
and she gets her 21st present.
and when i ask for it, all he replied was "why don't you think if you deserve it?"
I don't know what to reply.
cos i don't know what's your definition of me deserving it. Is it in terms of academics? (i definitely not as good as her) is it cos i haven't been spending enough time at home due to dance rehearsals? what is it? why don't you just tell me.
someone asked me to understand from his pov.
I do. but who understands mine?
The noise this stupid laptop is making every day and night, makes me so irritated, i dont even feel like doing my work and research.
and because of the noise, i can't bring it to school or out for project meetings.
I have to ask him if i can borrow his laptop. And when i ask him, all he does is shout at me, saying why can't i bring mine out instead. and so what if it's noisy.
i've nv felt so lousy before.
nobody understands.
the choking feeling i get trying to hold back my tears feels so foreign.
it's been so long i felt so wei qu.
Maybe it's really time for me to be independent.
yes i understand, $$ plays a part.
i know. He has spent quite an amount for my 21st.
wasn't it the same for her?
she also had a party, spend almost the same amount of money.
and she gets her 21st present.
and when i ask for it, all he replied was "why don't you think if you deserve it?"
I don't know what to reply.
cos i don't know what's your definition of me deserving it. Is it in terms of academics? (i definitely not as good as her) is it cos i haven't been spending enough time at home due to dance rehearsals? what is it? why don't you just tell me.
someone asked me to understand from his pov.
I do. but who understands mine?
The noise this stupid laptop is making every day and night, makes me so irritated, i dont even feel like doing my work and research.
and because of the noise, i can't bring it to school or out for project meetings.
I have to ask him if i can borrow his laptop. And when i ask him, all he does is shout at me, saying why can't i bring mine out instead. and so what if it's noisy.
i've nv felt so lousy before.
nobody understands.
the choking feeling i get trying to hold back my tears feels so foreign.
it's been so long i felt so wei qu.
Maybe it's really time for me to be independent.