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Thursday, February 25, 2010

inter-hall dance competition is over.
so are all the hard core trainings that im gonna miss.
looking back at the past 2months plus..
i can see the improvements all of us have made when we were all dancing for hall 5 yest.
doing our best for our own hall, hoping to achieve some good results.
but competition is really stiff this year. all the other halls have seem to dry theeir brainjuices to come up with the most interesting and creative plot. and we lost on that.
being disappointed is inevitable but nonetheless, i'm really proud of quinzdancers.
they've shown so much commitment and put in so much time to make sure they know their steps well. esp. eng how, dylan, lisa, aki.
when the girls were dancing on stage, i could feel the guys cheering us from behind stage. it's amazing our spirit. no matter what our placing is, im proud to be a hall 5 dancer. (:

Friday, February 19, 2010

hall closing is in less than a week's time.
i dono if everyone of us is ready to be on stage..
im worried. but today's practice was good.
can see everybody putting in lots of effort.
can start to feel the hall 5 spirit. (:
the most worrying thing for me is i cant execute my steps well enough..
dont have the correct feel. and it feels really sucky.
i feel so clumsy when doing some steps. gosh. how?!
i hope and pray that all goes well on the actual day itself.
next week is gona be a hell week for many ppl..esp those that have quizzes and projects which deadlines clashes with hall closing. jiayou fivers! we can do this.
we've put in so much effort.. seen the improvement myself in alot of them.
it's amazing. i hope they found as much joy as i did while dancing.

there were times where i see faces that says i wanna give up, or faces that goes what am i doing here?! but everybody showed their commitment like what willy said. really great. (:

aches and injuries are inevitable. just be more careful nearing the competition dates.
let's make all these aches and injuries worthwhile.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

im really happy that you joined the gatherings today..actually much more than happy.

today just felt really loved and blessed. (:

but i wanna know how you feel.

will you still be willing to join us for more gatherings?

or you are still very resistant against all these?

and the reason why i hope you'll be able to join all these is because i hope you'll get to know them better. but i will also need to learn if you really dont feel comfortable being there.

there's give and take and sacrifices to take..

we both gotta learn. but today..i'm thankful that made your first step.

A BIG THANK YOU! much loves! (:

Thursday, February 11, 2010

So many things have changed.
lost and tired.

i miss you and the good ole times.

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

Sher told me that Hosanna misses me. It just suddenly hits me how long i haven't been joining fellowship activities. And 1 of the reasons is that im really afraid i cant catch up with their pace anymore. Everybody's building their relationship with God so eagerly but for me? I'm focusing so much on other stuffs and not having a good balance with my time and priority.

Honestly speaking, sometimes i really wish that he will join me for church events or maybe services. It's quite impossible i know..cos my church is mandarin service. but I really hope someday he'll return back to church and give himself another chance to get to know God again.

I tried inviting him to my place for cny gathering with hosanna peeps. but the moment i asked him, he replied without any hesistation that he doesn't want to come. I was so upset that i was speechless. But i dint want him to know..cos i was afraid that he comes only because i was upset and not that he wants to. There's no point in doing that..i nv like forcing ppl to do things they dont like.I want to see him happy..but the selfish me wants to be happy too.
I miss Hosanna people too.

ugh.what to do.i dont need another problem to come now.we just got back our happy times and i really dont want to lose it again.