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Thursday, November 05, 2009
im really tired.
i need to breathe.
there's too much expectations to meet.
it's impossible!
i just want to be the happy anna again.
with all the close friends and families happy too.
is that an impossible picture to paint?
praying for God's wisdom and guidance to handling these problems.
i need to breathe.
there's too much expectations to meet.
it's impossible!
i just want to be the happy anna again.
with all the close friends and families happy too.
is that an impossible picture to paint?
praying for God's wisdom and guidance to handling these problems.
Monday, November 02, 2009
it's been 1 week plus since edna left for maldives. and im still trying to get use to it.
somehow..things just feel different knowing that she's not like near me.
haha..i think im too used to just calling her or msging her any time any day to do impromptu meetups. guess we kinda start depending on each other alittle. ok..maybe it's just me. hahaha!
some part of me feels really glad that her internship has shortened to 3 months instead of the 5 months previously.hahaha cant imagine 5 months man! CRAZY!
from then till now.. it hasnt been very pleasant. arguments, quarrels, disappointment always floating around me. i feel like my life is quite messy..i need time for myself to do some thinking and prioritising (if there's such a word). but i never seem to be able to find the time. Im so short of time..1 week, 5 days in hall.. left only sat and sunday. Sat morning, i have to teach. den Sunday morning, church..followed by another piano lesson till 3:30. i really need to learn to manage my time better..so i wun hurt or neglect any of my loved ones and friends. it's so tough! =(
i realised how important are friends and family to me..the feeling of having them away from me dont feel good at all. that day when i sent edna off..i totally understood it already. it's time i do something to manage my time better.
read roomie's blog..and i really agree to what she say. and to add on.. i feel that as we grow older, we have to be more pretentious. cos it's necessary sometimes..in order not to hurt others. that's why i always enjoy being around close friends and family..i can just be myself. dont have to worry about this or that..blah blah. roomie, just be yourself when you're around me k? we in our BOOMZ! haven! so just be yourself, BOOMZ! (:
and Edna, i'll be praying for you everynight, for your safety, for your health and for the fun you'll have there! take care girl! Anything, just call! MISS YOU!
somehow..things just feel different knowing that she's not like near me.
haha..i think im too used to just calling her or msging her any time any day to do impromptu meetups. guess we kinda start depending on each other alittle. ok..maybe it's just me. hahaha!
some part of me feels really glad that her internship has shortened to 3 months instead of the 5 months previously.hahaha cant imagine 5 months man! CRAZY!
from then till now.. it hasnt been very pleasant. arguments, quarrels, disappointment always floating around me. i feel like my life is quite messy..i need time for myself to do some thinking and prioritising (if there's such a word). but i never seem to be able to find the time. Im so short of time..1 week, 5 days in hall.. left only sat and sunday. Sat morning, i have to teach. den Sunday morning, church..followed by another piano lesson till 3:30. i really need to learn to manage my time better..so i wun hurt or neglect any of my loved ones and friends. it's so tough! =(
i realised how important are friends and family to me..the feeling of having them away from me dont feel good at all. that day when i sent edna off..i totally understood it already. it's time i do something to manage my time better.
read roomie's blog..and i really agree to what she say. and to add on.. i feel that as we grow older, we have to be more pretentious. cos it's necessary sometimes..in order not to hurt others. that's why i always enjoy being around close friends and family..i can just be myself. dont have to worry about this or that..blah blah. roomie, just be yourself when you're around me k? we in our BOOMZ! haven! so just be yourself, BOOMZ! (:
and Edna, i'll be praying for you everynight, for your safety, for your health and for the fun you'll have there! take care girl! Anything, just call! MISS YOU!