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anna
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Monday, June 30, 2008
damn cramps!

im prepared to fail econs.
if i pass..it's really nothing but miracle.
had very bad cramps halfway through the paper.
so bad that i couldnt concentrate at all..
dint even have the strength to hold my pen.
can see my handwriting going from bad to worse.
sigh..super disappointing.
couldnt finish the paper.
why of all times..the cramps have to come at that time?!

ok time to study for tmr's chem paper1 and 2.
CANT WAIT FOR ALL TO END!!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

I HAVE HIDEOUS EYE BAGS!

and im feeling really damn stressed.
tmr's the start of midyrs.
probably cos i know my parents are expecting me to do better than blocks as i hav promised.
i can say that i have put in much more effort as compared to blocks.
but stil..cant help feeling nervous.
afraid that i'll disappoint them again.
so many ppl tell me that it's midyrs. There's stil room for improvement for prelims and of cos the big As. but i just don wan them to be disppointed in me again.
nobody understands unless you're in the same boat as me.
having a sister with straight distinctions doesnt help AT ALL..


ahh..wateva.
i should just stop and prepare for the start of midyrs.
all the best ppl. (:

Friday, June 20, 2008
happy bday sis!!

quantum physics is driving me crazy.
don understand part3.
???


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE!!!
if you ever see this..
although we quarrel over the slightest thing..
stil..nobody.nothing beats family.
just wana let you know that i love you! (:

haven get her anything yet.
she has everything already.
so difficult to get her present.
cos i really dono wat to get. haha
going oscar's @ conrad for dinner later.

and it's time for me to bathe and get ready to leave for oscar's.
hungry.
bye!

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

1, 2, 3, 4.. 5 DAYS MORE!!

OHMY!!
so little time left.
yet stil hav so much to cover.
if i manage to finish all my revision..
dont call me anna.
call me SUPERWOMAN!!

stress building up..
sitting down the whole day studying,
without a chair with good back support,
is leaving my back screaming PAIN!!
and my headaches coming back again.
even worse than before.
for now..i just hope that whatever that i've studied and all the effort put in will show in midyrs.
AHH!!!

k..gotta get back to work.
tata~

Sunday, June 15, 2008

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!!
i wished daddy today and he was like..
happy fathers' day?
hahaha so blur.
got daddy dearest QUEEN'S cd.
hope he'll like it.
just a small token of appreciation for all the love he has showered me through these years and many more to come. i cant ask for more. he's the best! =)
i hav to admit..i havent been a 100% good daughter.
but all the understanding and tolerance he gave to me.. im just blessed to be his daughter!
THANK YOU SO MUCH DADDY!!
i cant assure that i'll get all As for you.
but i promise to do my best. not only in studies but all aspect!
so morbid huh?! but it's my promise to him. (:


yest overheard mummy saying this.
before ahgong left..
he asked ahma(in hokkien): your husband leaving you le..dont you feel heartaching/sad?
ahma replies: of cos heartaching.but what can i do other than hide my feelings. showing them will not help you recover.
aint that sweet?
that's really bai tou xie lao.
that's true love.

i miss ahgong.

Friday, June 13, 2008

"we will always be tempted by others even when we are in a relationship. but the key thing is your commitment to your partner. thats what marriage is for"
-Quoted from edna's church uncle.

"it's easy to say i love you.
but not easy to say it and mean it with all yr heart every time."

-Quoted from dearest bestie.

All these quotes are so true.
Talking to edna always make me feel so much better.
she is <3. seriously. ahaha!

dedicated to my fellow na:
both of us have been through so many things.
O lvls, relationships, success and failures..etc etc.
when she was telling me all those things..
i was smiling at the computer screen like a complete idiot.
but who cares~
im just really glad to see my fav girl grow so much. (:
it always comforting to know that she's always there for me.
All the things we've been through tgt, be it happy or sad things, it has definitely made our friendship even stronger.
it has been 5yrs..
and i hope it'll continue counting. (:
today was talking to calvin bout friendships.
like how some friends are just hi-bye,
others just when you need some fun,
or just stand by superficial friends.
how some friends really play a big part in your life,
or even make a difference in your life.
den i told him: edna and me la! we're one good example!
haha he thinks that we're amazing.
like how we can be so close and all.

God has blessed me with so many gifts..
and one of them is definitely YOU!
I LOVE YOU! (:

=)

EDNA'S BACK!! YAY!!!
hahaha im so happy. tralala~
i miss you girl!

anyway, im glad we talked it out. <3

Monday, June 09, 2008

she is really getting on my nerves.
her attitude is ridiculous.
someone pls teach her a lesson..
her mindset of "what urs is mine..what mine is mine".
ugh..cant stand it.
so self-centred;
so selfish;
so bossy;
so irritating;
...

but somehow..
and i dono why..
i stil love her.

Sunday, June 08, 2008
Love

"Love is patient and kind;
love is not jealous or boastful;
it is not arrogant or rude.

Love does not insist on its own way;
it is not irritable or resentful;
it does not rejoice at wrong,

but rejoices in the right.
Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."

1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

Thursday, June 05, 2008
DANCE DANCE DANCE! (:

dint complete much today. had DANCE! (: -happiness-
Dance started around 11plus. it's been so long since i danced..
I NEED TO STRETCHH!!! boo..im so inflexible now.
lucky i decided to join them for this performance.
at least it's some time for me to get away from all the lecture notes and tys.
and i enjoy the dancers company.

i really like the song chosen for this piece of choreography.
simple gift.

everybody around us,
those who care for us,
those who love us,
they are gifts from God.
Sometimes we take them for granted,
Sometimes we dont even realised how much they've done for us.
It's time we pause and think for awhile.
Appreciate what you have..
Appreciate people around you..
Appreciate what they've done for you..
A simple thank you from the heart will do.


'Tis the gift to be simple,
'tis the gift to be free,
'tis the gift to come down where you ought to be,
And when we find ourselves in the place just right,
will be in the valley of love and delight.

When true simplicity is gained,
To bow and to bend we shan't be ashamed.
To turn, turn will be our delight,
'Til by turning, turning we come round right

'Tis the gift to be loved and that love to return,
'Tis the gift to be taught and a richer gift to learn,
And when we expect of others what we try to live each day,
Then we'll all live together and we'll all learn to say,

'Tis the gift to have friends and a true friend to be,

'Tis the gift to think of others not to only think of "me",
And when we hear what others really think and really feel,
Then we'll all live together with a love that is real.