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Thursday, May 21, 2009

When i received SMU's letter of acceptance for biz mgmt..
I was happy.

Then came the NTU's letter of acceptance for psy..
I had mixed feelings.

Now, I have NUS's letter of acceptance for biz admin..
I AM VERY CONFUSED!!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Life is unfair.
Maybe that's why it made them that way..unfair.biased.
Human nature, which i will nv understand why.
Nobody will understand how i feel.
It's been long since i was the happy go lucky anna i used to be.
I really miss the times.

Friday, May 15, 2009

I need to learn to be..
more understanding.
more forgiving.
more compromising.
more street-smart.
more sensitive.
more...
...
the list continues.
It's so tough.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

CHEESE BAKED CHILLI CRAB WITH MANTOU!
yumms! had a dinner date with sooboon yest night.
stil can rmb how the chilli crab tasted like. hahaha and the small cute mantous!
well..i wouldnt say that it's FANTASTIC..but it's good. (abit on the sweet side..dont hav the original chilli crab taste.)
at least the crab is fresh.and company was great too. (:
that's just my own opinion anyway.
I think sooboon saw one of my most unglam moments in life..
EATING CRAB.
i always get very messy when eating crab.
even the waited serving us was kinda like staring at us..
service was good..one moment, they helped me crack the crab again.
next moment, they ask we gets plates to put the shells.
and the next moment, get wet tissue to clean our super dirty hands.
and the next next moment, we got a cup of water to wash our hands.
AHAHAHA!! can you imagine how messy we were?
oh well..sooboon, you should be honoured. you got to see my really unglam side which hmm..very few ppl see before. HAHA!
i really stil wonder how the next table ate their crab. HA!
looking forward to the next crab treat again! (:

Sunday, May 10, 2009

insignificant.

there's really no words that i can use to describe how pekchek im feeling right now.
having to bottle everything up inside me..it SUCKS!
i use to think that i was a strong girl..but not anymore.
more and more things are pilling up that i cant take it anymore..
but there's nth i can do.
If growing up is so tough, sometimes i really just wana stay a child forever.

on one side, she told me to ask for what i want strongly like how my sis does it.
and so i did..
but both of them always brush the topic one side and ignore me.
so how do you expect me to ask?
or he will say why do i need it blah blah blah..AND ALL SORTS OR EXCUSES!
obviously, i will "zi dong" and stop asking ma.
you expect me to learn from her and pull the chou lian just to get the things.
sorry that's not me. Im ANNA!
Why isit that for me, asking things from you is so tough, but it's so different for her? WHAT IS IT?! JUST TELL ME!
i'm not superwoman..i cant read your minds.
i'm not perfect..i cant compromise to everything.
i'm just a human. i have feelings too.

i've nv gotten so angry and upset till i cry.


Lord, i seek for your wisdom and grace.

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Met sooboon in the morning to go PP to get mother's day gift.
Got mummy MAGNIFIQUE EDP from LANCOME! wahaha!
well..cos she said and hinted very obviously to me that she likes it and CHERIE DIOR finishing le. funny mama.
so me, jiejie and brandon sharing that for her. (:
sooboon baked cookies and i got a small portion which i finished even before we had lunch. HAHA! (nice cookies girl!)
We walked around PP, tried clothes (i really like that TOPSHOP skirt! =X), den finally had a great pasta lunch at The CaffeBar.
Continued walking around..this time looking for a cake for her. hahaha..post bday celebration with her. Went to Berrylite and had a really chocolatey cake and also frozen yoghurt! Yummy!

After meeting sooboon darling, went to meet edna dearest! (:
hahaha went T1 to walk and finally managed to get my black pumps! and i really love it. whoo~
i realised whenever im out with edna, i tend to spend alot! LOL!
Should i call her the great shopping partner? lol. but i really love shopping with her la. CRAZILY FUN!

Rushed home..dinnered..den rushed to church..and now finally back home. (:
Finally sometime for myself.
Alot of things came to my mind..suddenly feel so lost and confused.
Really scared..cos i've nv felt like that before. sighs.

Monday, May 04, 2009

had so much fun working with ong sooboon today. (:
finally some time to catch up..(although we msg alot! LOL!)
sales was so bad that both of us end up playing with the skin diagnosis thing.
checking each other's skin. Lines and spots and blah blah..damn scary.
den we started applying alot of things on our hands..
first did exfoliation den followed by mask. Now our hands feels smoother than our face!
hahaha..hopefully we get to work more tgt next time girl! (:
at least dont have to lunch alone..but pls, no more spaghetti from that stall next time.
there's stil the garlic smell in my mouth.. :(

im damn bored now.
just served some china customers..
really damn pekchek! ask for so many lancome paper bags. feel like just taking robinsons plastic bag and write a big LANCOME on it. Damn qian da la. buy 3 items want 3 paper bags!
But if not for them..till now i haven open bill yet. so nvm about the paper bags.

Sooboon end work le..now left me alone.
i'm bored.
10pm hurry come!
go home slp..tmr working morning again.
cleaning RC counter is not an easy job at all.
Wish me luck ppl. (: