always.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

im really quite affected by it.

i cant slp..

full of regrets.

full of angst.

full of disappointments.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

had one of the most crazy day today. totally enjoyed myself. (:

went shopping from 8am with mummy and edna! HAHA!

isetan private sales..dint really buy much, a wallet and a dress that's about all.

then shopped till almost dropped. so tiring! but it's been long..

but somehow i dono what happened, my shopping mood all gone. usually if i see things i like, i will buy. but today, i see alot of things i like, but i dint even wanna go and try.

i suspect it's the pre-HK trip thing. but still, i had fun. (:

after that the guys came and joined us.. walked around and shopped some more.

and then we started the great food adventure! WHEE~

we went to maxwell chambers for the famous ipoh hor fun and the dumpling soup! i love the dumplings! haha.. will definitely go back for another bowl of dumpling soup.

den we were quite full.. but since we went all the way there already, we decided to go try Once Upon a Milkshake. oh man.. it was super delicious! thinking of the chocolate truffle milkshake can already make me salivate! yumm~

that was the preview of the great food adventure! im sure there will be more!

really had a great time today..kept my mind off alot of stuff. but at the back of my mind, i was still thinking alot. upset and disappointed with myself.. oh wells~

What more can i ask for when i can spend a day with all my loved ones?

THANK YOU!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

elysium 2

ELYSIUM II: The Revival

sounds like cool the name of the concert.. but the revival seems to give ppl the expectation that this concert will be as good as the previous one or even better?

well.. im not so sure if it did exceed. cos im in no position to judge.. but all i know is that, i really enjoyed performing with the alumni dancers again.

Did 2 items, 1 mich's and 1 yc's.

Mich's item was pursued which is about a girl trying to decide whether to hold on to the guy or let him go.. in order to be happy. whenever we're dancing her item, we'll all try to get into the emo mood.. it's kinda fun to do such item. i dono why.. but i enjoyed her item and choreo alot. the choreo speaks alot. and of cos, i had fun rejecting yc! HAHA! kidding. but yea..it's been long since i did modern dance. and i kinda miss it.

preparing for this item had all its' ups and downs.. the unhappiness and stuff, but we all pulled through and put up a great performance which we are all proud of. Thank you very much michelle, for your time and effort put into this choreography.

YC's item was called shining love. dont really know why..but it's probably a straight translation from the title of the song. HAHA! this item was more of the fun and happy kind. the beach and club scene.. and of cos the in between which we had to change in like less than 20 secs? HAHA! it was like adrenaline rush while changing, but we had to come out on the stage like some cool dudes! LOL! it's amazing that we all learnt this choreo in such a short time, cos of some last min changes. but nevertheless, i enjoyed this choreo too. esp the guys club scene short choreo that we learnt the day before, and practiced in the male changing rooms and toilet! HAHA! Thank you yc, for your patience and effort for this choreography. had alot of fun dancing and acting! you should really just go join mediacorp.. Jade too! LOL!

Thank you all that came to support and also all those that wished me through smses, thank you very much!

Im really glad that daddy mummy came to support. Knowing that they were in the audience watching me perform made me gave my very best! (:

and of cos, calvin chang. thank you very much.. had alot of problems as to whether you could come and all the last min army stuff, but you still came and support in the end. really appreciate it. loves!

Edna, thank you for your unfailing support for each and every of my concert, no matter how many items im dancing, you're always there for me. love you girl!

Glendon, thanks for coming to support too! and i'm glad to know that you enjoyed the concert.. (:

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

went to catch kickass today with spoon, kelven and zhihao.

quite nice show..silly-ish funny.

holidays have been passing so fast..i feel that im not making full use of them.

it's like last 2 weeks i havent been doing much..maybe other than dancing.

time to get a job to sponsor myself for my many overseas trips to come. =X

one thing that's been on my mind recently is the exchange next sem.

i may not be going anymore cos i can't match the courses that i want.

and it's of no point to go if i cant clear my cores...esp the tough ones.

sighs..and cos of that, i have so many other things to think about.

hall.. diploma.. other commitments that i was ready to put down..etc etc.

it's like i was prepared to go already.

i dono if it's a good or bad thing. one thing i will be happy is that i get to stay with my loved ones and friends. but the sad thing is that i was kinda looking forward to it. so im sorta confused now. sighs.

Monday, May 03, 2010

from gossip girl:

so that's why we need movies...

to remind us that despite it all,

love can still spring in the most unlikely of places.

and that sometimes even fairytale can come true.