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Sunday, May 10, 2009
insignificant.
there's really no words that i can use to describe how pekchek im feeling right now.
having to bottle everything up inside me..it SUCKS!
i use to think that i was a strong girl..but not anymore.
more and more things are pilling up that i cant take it anymore..
but there's nth i can do.
If growing up is so tough, sometimes i really just wana stay a child forever.
on one side, she told me to ask for what i want strongly like how my sis does it.
and so i did..
but both of them always brush the topic one side and ignore me.
so how do you expect me to ask?
or he will say why do i need it blah blah blah..AND ALL SORTS OR EXCUSES!
obviously, i will "zi dong" and stop asking ma.
you expect me to learn from her and pull the chou lian just to get the things.
sorry that's not me. Im ANNA!
Why isit that for me, asking things from you is so tough, but it's so different for her? WHAT IS IT?! JUST TELL ME!
i'm not superwoman..i cant read your minds.
i'm not perfect..i cant compromise to everything.
i'm just a human. i have feelings too.
i've nv gotten so angry and upset till i cry.
Lord, i seek for your wisdom and grace.
there's really no words that i can use to describe how pekchek im feeling right now.
having to bottle everything up inside me..it SUCKS!
i use to think that i was a strong girl..but not anymore.
more and more things are pilling up that i cant take it anymore..
but there's nth i can do.
If growing up is so tough, sometimes i really just wana stay a child forever.
on one side, she told me to ask for what i want strongly like how my sis does it.
and so i did..
but both of them always brush the topic one side and ignore me.
so how do you expect me to ask?
or he will say why do i need it blah blah blah..AND ALL SORTS OR EXCUSES!
obviously, i will "zi dong" and stop asking ma.
you expect me to learn from her and pull the chou lian just to get the things.
sorry that's not me. Im ANNA!
Why isit that for me, asking things from you is so tough, but it's so different for her? WHAT IS IT?! JUST TELL ME!
i'm not superwoman..i cant read your minds.
i'm not perfect..i cant compromise to everything.
i'm just a human. i have feelings too.
i've nv gotten so angry and upset till i cry.
Lord, i seek for your wisdom and grace.