always.

Friday, March 19, 2010

the 2 hell weeks are finally over.
projets projects and more projects are what acoompanyied me these 2 weeks.
really lucky that at least i can do the projects in my own hall. dont have to travel around.
Yest was the worst day of all..
stress, tiredness and uncomplete work.
enough to keep me and waimeng awake through the night. we work from morning to morning.
till both of us were a bit high cos of tiredness.
and i realised drinking doesnt make one drunk,
lack of slp does.

im just glad this week is over.
wasnt in the room most of the time..
so dint get to talk to my roomie much. ):
but im just glad things turned out well for her and her dear.
seeing them go through the down period but with a happy ending..
made me think of what me and calvin went through last sem..
not easy..but all these made me believe that love do exists.
but it's only if it's accompanied with commitments and understanding.

Alot has been on my mind about going for INSTEP.
really cant bear to leave singapore for 4 months..not cos i love sg.
but it's the people that i love.
my family, calvin, edna, spoon, happy bunch, pookah, dancers, hosanna fs... etc. etc.
this is a reason that is good enough to keep me here.
other than that, i stil have my piano students.
that's another commitment that i cant just put down and leave.
that'll be really irresponsible of me to do so.
there's also the hall problem..
i feel bad going for exchange and leaving spoon with no roomie.
i'll definitely miss her..not easy to find a roomie who you can relate to and talk rubbish and laugh the whole room down with.
when im back, there'll be no more of such stuff.
and i gotta find ways to stay in hall.
it'll be crazy to travel across sg everyday. from east to west.

4 more days.